The more experience I gain with doing creative work, the more I am convinced that there is one single ingredient to creating great art:
The ability to make bold, informed decisions and see them through to the very end.
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Too bad I tend to twaddle around.
A quick lineart of young Siendes. I plan to run some simple colouring tests on it. I know what kind of colouring style I want, I now just need to find a faster way to achieve those effects.
This is my ragtag band of heroes1, after hours and hours and hour of wiping on that damn undead dragon. Did I mention our raid’s ragtag2? We always managed to push her into the last phase, but there she’d wipe the floor with us. Or icetomb the whole raid. Coordination? We can’t has it. And after a few heartbreaking wipes where the damn dragon had only 19k or 10k health left, this happened:
This is us and a very dead Sindragosa. It wasn’t a clean kill. We had lost most of the dps already. And a healer. It looked like another wipe. And then she croaked.
There was much rejoicing.
Then, because it was late, we went and poked Mr. Lichking himself. We wanted to see the cutscene at least. Of course we went splat. But we got to fight him! He’ll go down next week. Or the week after.
And Samus will get her title! YES.
/cheer
Originally this was intended to be only one post, but wall of text critted for 25k hp, so I broke it up for your – and my – sanity: part 1 • part 2 • part 3 (this part)
The huntress - art by me
To be honest, my first negative reaction to Metroid Other M hasn’t been fair. I do worry that they’ll fuck up “humanizing” Samus, but of course that’s no the whole story. First reactions are neither rational nor complete, which makes them so dangerous – it’s always worth digging deeper to see what exactly caused them.
See, Super’s been my first Metroid game. The second I powered up my family’s SNES with that cartridge and saw the loading screen, the game and its heroine had captured my imagination. And the endboss? That nailed it and turned me into a fan of life. I began thinking about what kind of person Samus was and what kind of life she lead, how she felt – normal fandom stuff, really.
Samus Aran wasn’t the first character who interested me enough to write or draw her. She wasn’t the last either, although by now I’ve learned not to get too attached to other people’s characters. But currently she’s the only one I’m a fan of.
See you next mission - art by me
It’s partly because I’ve always been fascinated by the strong, silent warrior ladies, partly because I grew out of my other fandoms either due shock1 or simply because my interests or world view changed.
But the main reason I stayed a Metroid fan was Samus-the-Cypher – I got enough glimpses of her character to get a basic grasp of her, but still so little that I was free to imagine her how I liked. I soon knew what kind of person Samus must’ve been and how she acted, just like I know exactly who Siendes and Chally are. There’s a whole inticriate world build around my fan-version of Samus Aran – and to be honest, if I’d switch around some of the names, you propably wouldn’t recognize it as Metroid, just that this is a world were the government employs bounty hunters – one of whom happens to wear an alien-made powersuit. It’s my vision of Samus and it’s unique.
And now Other M is going to take this away by replacing it with the official-approved-emotional-life of Samus Aran.
That‘s the sticking point.
The Samus in the Other M game, she will be different than how I imaginated my Samus to be. She’ll behave differently and will have different motivation. She’s totally different character after all, written by other people. She’ll be fitted to the taste of time and the audience she’s intended for – the game has to sell afterall2. And humanizing Samus has the potential to be a great marketing move. It might be the key to expand the fan-base, to rejuvinate the series and to pave the way for more Metroid Goodness – which is a very good thing.
Bureaucracy - art by me
But… For me Official Samus will not be able to life up to my private version of her. She cannot. For more than ten years I’ve thought and written about my Personal Samus (even if I’ve rarely shown it) and she got tailored exactly to my preferences. In contrast the official version will have exactly one game for character developement and she will be designed for the broad public. She has no chance. The best I can hope for is that she’s close enough to my personal version that I can incooperate the new information without any major clashes.
Well, this is my problem and in no form or shape Nintendo’s fault. Conflicts between fanon and canon are common the second anybody grows too attached to characters they do not own. It’s what fuels fix-fics, fan-rages and lots of fantastic and/or craptastic fan art and fanfictions. It’s both good and bad – if something catches somebody’s imagination, they’ll want to play with it. Sometimes it goes to far and people forget those toys and characters aren’t theirs. Human nature.
But that’s what makes concentrating on my original work so worthwile – it’s my universe, my dollhouse, and I’m the only one who shapes it.
Hm. How does “Traces of Chaos, 200 years later” sound? My private Samus would fit great into that setting. She might even keep her first name, although I definitivly would have to design the powersuit…
Rituals are important!
I always liked the effect that the Long Grind posts had onto my week, but I didn’t like how it was limited to one and one topic only – and a pretty boring topic even, although it is indeed important to me. So the long grind got an expansion pack and is now called the Weekly Check In. The whole thing’s still beta, so there might be changes down the road.
Anyway, lets just start: